IM SORRY I JUST DONT KNOW HOW ILL SPEND A WHOLE YEAR WITHOUT THESE GIRLS. THEYVE BECOME MY BEST FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS AND CONFIDANTS THE LAST WEEK AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITHOUT THEM. THEYRE SO AMAZING AND I JUST WANTED TO MAKE AN APPRECIATION POST. SHOUTOUT TO YOU GUYS FOR TURNING EVEN MY WORST DAYS AROUND AND MAKING ME LAUGH AND FOR OUR SAD GOLDFISH PARTIES IN YOUR BUNKS AND FOR DANCING ON CHAIRS TO SONGS EVEN IF YOU DONT KNOW IT JUST TO EMBARRASS THE GUYS AND ESPECIALLY FOR YELLING MY NAME EVEN WHEN YOU KNEW YOU WOULD GET IN TROUBLE WHEN I WALKED ON STAGE BECAUSE YOU ALSO KNEW HOW FUCKING NERVOUS I WAS AND YOU STILL YELLED AND JUMPED AROUND WHILE EVERYONE ELSE WAS SITTING AND STARING AND IM GONNA CRY BECAUSE THIS CANT EVEN COME CLOSE TO HOW PERFECT YOU GUYS ARE AND HOW GREAT YOUVE BEEN TO ME AND UGH I JUST LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WOULD TRAVEL TO THE MIDDLE OF CANADA TO SEE YOU AND WE ALL KNOW I WILL IN A HEARTBEAT FOR YOU
No matter what happened between us, or how long its been since we last talked, I still care, I wanna know you’re doing and feeling. I don’t stalk you but just enough to know you’re okay because you’re still that person I miss and the person who will always be in my heart.
dating me means dating my anxiety and my random spouts of depression it means dating my panic attacks at 11pm or 2 am or 5am or anytime of the day for that matter it means dating my mood swings where i get really upset over everything about me and all my insecurities and how i’m not good enough because i’m never good enough